Farewell
Thank you all that have stopped by my LJ, reading my happiness, my silliness, my heartache and pain. Feel free to email me for anything at xquisiteqt@livejournal.com.
I'm taking an indefinite leave of absence from LJ. Don't worry. I'll still be writing for therapy, just not for the public eye.
Shine, I will always love you. Thank you for loving me. I'm so sorry for ever abandoning us. I know I'll always regret that mistake. Good luck in all your endeavors, travels, and loves. You were the best boyfriend I'd ever had, no contest. You'll be tough to beat. I should never have even thought about letting you go, but I did, and I have to live with that. I hope one day you can truly forgive me, as I hope I can forgive myself. You may not believe this, but to forgive IS to forget. When I truly forgive someone, be it my friends or my boyfriend, I honestly find myself having trouble remembering what we fought about in the first place. It's not as if I have a selective memory or didn't put import on the slight in the first place, it's because I believed that person was sorry and trusted he/she wouldn't do it again. I asked you to forgive me and you couldn't. I don't blame you. Some things are unforgivable, insurmountable. I thought we could try to work things out together. You didn't and I will respect that. Vous étiez l'amour de ma vie. Je suis désolé que je n'ai jamais dit cela. Adieu.
There isn't any formula or method. You learn to love by loving.- Aldous Huxley
Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction. -Antoine de Saint-Exupery
I'm taking an indefinite leave of absence from LJ. Don't worry. I'll still be writing for therapy, just not for the public eye.
Shine, I will always love you. Thank you for loving me. I'm so sorry for ever abandoning us. I know I'll always regret that mistake. Good luck in all your endeavors, travels, and loves. You were the best boyfriend I'd ever had, no contest. You'll be tough to beat. I should never have even thought about letting you go, but I did, and I have to live with that. I hope one day you can truly forgive me, as I hope I can forgive myself. You may not believe this, but to forgive IS to forget. When I truly forgive someone, be it my friends or my boyfriend, I honestly find myself having trouble remembering what we fought about in the first place. It's not as if I have a selective memory or didn't put import on the slight in the first place, it's because I believed that person was sorry and trusted he/she wouldn't do it again. I asked you to forgive me and you couldn't. I don't blame you. Some things are unforgivable, insurmountable. I thought we could try to work things out together. You didn't and I will respect that. Vous étiez l'amour de ma vie. Je suis désolé que je n'ai jamais dit cela. Adieu.
There isn't any formula or method. You learn to love by loving.- Aldous Huxley
Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction. -Antoine de Saint-Exupery