Decisions and Aprehension
Well, I coulnd't sleep last night. That sucks. I layed in bed a lot, though, but I don't think my mind nor my body are counting that. Today is going to suck.
Again, it's been a while since I last wrote. Oh well, I suppose you'll all get over it. I've been fairly busy recently, though not much of any real interest as far as this little thing goes.
I'll start with the most recent stuff. While I was trying to sleep, I think I decided to at least cut down on smoking. Maybe working my way to quitting altogether. I can't say for sure at this point because it might just be slight dementia from lack of sleep. I'm thinking of maybe allowing myself 10 cigarettes a day. More if I'm drinking or LARPing. But maybe not. I know I can't stop altogether. Not enough strength of will for that.
This is going to be very difficult for several reasons. The main reason being that I don't really want to quit. I enjoy smoking. A lot. The only reason I'm going to attempt it is to save money, and I don't want to resort to rolling my own again. But that's just because I'm lazy. The second reason is that the great majority of the people I hang out with smoke. A lot. And I don't really know how I'm going to enforce the whole thing to myself.
I suppose there will be benifits if this all goes through. For one, the money thing. I'll probably feel better in general after the initial shittiness of cutting back/quitting. I'm thinking it might help me sleep better, too. I hope so.
It starts tomorrow. Wish me luck.
In other news, I got another non-paying job (I think it's non-paying, anyway). I'll be running sound at a local bar on Monday nights for Morgantown Sound. I go in tomorrow for training. I guess this year is just all about experience and training. At least, that's what I'll tell myself till I get a paying gig.
Wish me luck.
In general lately, the mood-swings have been acting up. I hate when that happens. There's still stuff going on in my head that I can't quite figure out. I really hate that. I don't really have anything else to say about that, though. Nothing that translates well outside of my thoughts.
I feel like answering questions. Think I'm gonna go see someone.
Anyway, until next time, have nice things happen. Oh, and because I've seen it a lot lately in various places (maybe due to Halloween) I thought I'd let everyone know that it's "cemetery." You're welcome.
Again, it's been a while since I last wrote. Oh well, I suppose you'll all get over it. I've been fairly busy recently, though not much of any real interest as far as this little thing goes.
I'll start with the most recent stuff. While I was trying to sleep, I think I decided to at least cut down on smoking. Maybe working my way to quitting altogether. I can't say for sure at this point because it might just be slight dementia from lack of sleep. I'm thinking of maybe allowing myself 10 cigarettes a day. More if I'm drinking or LARPing. But maybe not. I know I can't stop altogether. Not enough strength of will for that.
This is going to be very difficult for several reasons. The main reason being that I don't really want to quit. I enjoy smoking. A lot. The only reason I'm going to attempt it is to save money, and I don't want to resort to rolling my own again. But that's just because I'm lazy. The second reason is that the great majority of the people I hang out with smoke. A lot. And I don't really know how I'm going to enforce the whole thing to myself.
I suppose there will be benifits if this all goes through. For one, the money thing. I'll probably feel better in general after the initial shittiness of cutting back/quitting. I'm thinking it might help me sleep better, too. I hope so.
It starts tomorrow. Wish me luck.
In other news, I got another non-paying job (I think it's non-paying, anyway). I'll be running sound at a local bar on Monday nights for Morgantown Sound. I go in tomorrow for training. I guess this year is just all about experience and training. At least, that's what I'll tell myself till I get a paying gig.
Wish me luck.
In general lately, the mood-swings have been acting up. I hate when that happens. There's still stuff going on in my head that I can't quite figure out. I really hate that. I don't really have anything else to say about that, though. Nothing that translates well outside of my thoughts.
I feel like answering questions. Think I'm gonna go see someone.
Anyway, until next time, have nice things happen. Oh, and because I've seen it a lot lately in various places (maybe due to Halloween) I thought I'd let everyone know that it's "cemetery." You're welcome.