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[xquisitebabi09]

i told him i needed space... he told me i broke his heart and ruined his life* i didn't have any intention of hurting him, that's not wat i wanted at all... he says he needs me that i'm his life and i'm the one thing that makes him happy.. how just thinking about me he smiles....i'm not giving in... i can't this time.. i've been contemplating this for a while now and i stuck w/ it just because i didn't want to hurt him because i knew it would be exactly like this* how he wouldn't see a point of living if i wasn't in his life.. he saw me as his future as his world as his everything... and now he's left with nothing.. i offered him my friendship, but that was it at the most, i told him if he ever needed anyone i'd always be there for him, he'll always have a place in my heart no matter what-->but i've changed i'm a different person from who i use to be, i'm growing up... it hurts me to think about what he's going through all because of me.. but i need to be happy, i need to think about myself for once* i never thought i'd be the one to completely end it for good... and actually stick by my word.. but now i know this is for real...

he wanted to see me when i come home for break and i told him no... he got pissed off and told me to fuck everything he didn't wanna talk to me anymore i said .goodbye. and thats how we left it off*

Moving on....

I've been really happy lately =) .we'll leave it at that.

I come home on thursday... i'm excited i can't wait to see my family and my friends*i'm home for like 10days so it's pretty long... i'm gonna work which is real good b/c i need the money, thank god*

aLriTey thats about it....*

<3cHriSTa...*