i just dont know anymore...
my brit lit teacher was talkin today about feeling completely isolated but, being surrounded by people, people who dont understand what youre feelin or what you need...and its like as she kept talkin it was like she was describing me...i think im finally being myself again...i got rid of some bad influences who made me fake, and i think that im finally sure of myself and who i am...i still dont know what i want, or what will make me happy...i mean im still not happy but at least im being myself...so its a start...