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how am i at lost for words... my heart is racing... i feel like im holding my breath.. i feel the total and complete rush in my body... fear is at my side... i have no time for this game... i know what i want. but its hard to tell people what they should do.. im tired of not knowing whats going to happen next. i feel myself giving up.. what is wrong with me.. i need to grab a hold of myself. so many thoughts, so many thoughts... sometimes tears... its a risk i took, but am i going to regret it later. i hope not.. i dont want to.. i need someone to vent on.. m friends are at my side but yet im the one looking out when they are looking in.. its like my lil glass house. im not alone but sometimes i wish i was.. its a bad day for me..
on the other hand, there is only one person that can make me smile right now.. maybe he can make my day better..
on the other hand, there is only one person that can make me smile right now.. maybe he can make my day better..