Hey look at my new watch!
Ah what to do.. what to do?
Chucky, buys me a ticket to a concert on tuesday night, because he wants to hang out with me only and no one else to disturb the fun.
But I can't go.
He also has been telling my friend Ashley how he hasn't been doing anything "wrong" since the first night he met me, sleeping around, getting drunk as much, ect... because he can't get me off his mind or something.
and the other night on the phone he kept telling me he wishes i would come out and hang out with them again, and how he loves how I am shy, its so "cute and sweet"
I even recieved his cellphone number today
Are straight edge girls a turn on to guys or something??
So hrm, i dont really know what to do here.
My self confidence has risen much much more because of all of this
Also the thing is he likes serious relationships, I scare myself when i get into seriousness because i become a complete jerk to all my friends and ignore them and begin to think they are stupid, kinda like Dr. Jekyl and Hyde I guess, guys make me turn into this big meanie.
On to another part, Im really sick, Im going to the battle of the bands next saturday the 28th, I think I might have found a new church I like, and I just got into a big argument with my parents that ended with "YOUR SO FREAKING STUPID!! GET OUT OF MY ROOM I HATE YOU! YOU ARE FULL OF CRAP!" so that was nice, and of course Im crying, over what?
My grades.
I have a 20 in english because of some stupid report i refuse to do.
Maybe I still am extremely stubborn?
O well screw them.
*updating*
Actually I feel horrible and went and apologized to my mom, geezlouis Im pathetic oh well at least i'm good hearted.
Chucky, buys me a ticket to a concert on tuesday night, because he wants to hang out with me only and no one else to disturb the fun.
But I can't go.
He also has been telling my friend Ashley how he hasn't been doing anything "wrong" since the first night he met me, sleeping around, getting drunk as much, ect... because he can't get me off his mind or something.
and the other night on the phone he kept telling me he wishes i would come out and hang out with them again, and how he loves how I am shy, its so "cute and sweet"
I even recieved his cellphone number today
Are straight edge girls a turn on to guys or something??
So hrm, i dont really know what to do here.
My self confidence has risen much much more because of all of this
Also the thing is he likes serious relationships, I scare myself when i get into seriousness because i become a complete jerk to all my friends and ignore them and begin to think they are stupid, kinda like Dr. Jekyl and Hyde I guess, guys make me turn into this big meanie.
On to another part, Im really sick, Im going to the battle of the bands next saturday the 28th, I think I might have found a new church I like, and I just got into a big argument with my parents that ended with "YOUR SO FREAKING STUPID!! GET OUT OF MY ROOM I HATE YOU! YOU ARE FULL OF CRAP!" so that was nice, and of course Im crying, over what?
My grades.
I have a 20 in english because of some stupid report i refuse to do.
Maybe I still am extremely stubborn?
O well screw them.
*updating*
Actually I feel horrible and went and apologized to my mom, geezlouis Im pathetic oh well at least i'm good hearted.