another xmas passes....
finally.
i am so glad to get through the "holidays"
and i cant wait for 2009. this year just has to be better than 2008.
it started strong, but man, did it just go down the shitter.
this year:
i lost a friend, due to stupidity.
my mom then dated said friend, and just recently (like three days ago) broke things off.
started dating chris.
chris moved in.
changed jobs like, three times.
finally landed on the unemployment pile.
found out i had a new daddy.
found out new daddy had three kids, hence, three new sisters and one new niece.
mega drama with the aforementioned new family...
baby daddy drama.
did get one cool trip to myrtle beach out of the deal at least.
and my awesome awesome grampa died two days ago.
i know im going to miss him. im hoping to base alot of my adult life on the simple things that he taught me. i know that sounds weird, but i know what i mean. he came from the times of the depression. he raised twelve kids, and over 27 foster children somehow, and that was when everything was in the shit. if he could teach me anything its self-reliance, and i need to get my ass in gear. im thinking too much in the electronic age, and we are all getting too lazy. ive gotta get a plan going.
ive been really starting to miss my friends lately. well, not friends, but used-to friends, lets say. people i absolutely loved in high school and lost track of. same for those bitches from lyco. and walter. i miss walter. but i miss freshman year walter, back when he still hung out with us and wasnt all into the umc and those snooty bitches he started being best buddies with. eh. i think ive just been nostalgic because it is so hard to make new friends.
when you dont have to be social everyday like in high school where do you meet people? you dont you have to already know people.
now i understand my mother a little bit more. its hard to make friends. especially in the valley.
on a good note, i have one friend and that one friend is coming to see me!! as long as it doesnt snow..... so no snow no snow. yay ROSEMARY!!!!!!!
im way tooooo excited. lexi = retard.
i am so glad to get through the "holidays"
and i cant wait for 2009. this year just has to be better than 2008.
it started strong, but man, did it just go down the shitter.
this year:
i lost a friend, due to stupidity.
my mom then dated said friend, and just recently (like three days ago) broke things off.
started dating chris.
chris moved in.
changed jobs like, three times.
finally landed on the unemployment pile.
found out i had a new daddy.
found out new daddy had three kids, hence, three new sisters and one new niece.
mega drama with the aforementioned new family...
baby daddy drama.
did get one cool trip to myrtle beach out of the deal at least.
and my awesome awesome grampa died two days ago.
i know im going to miss him. im hoping to base alot of my adult life on the simple things that he taught me. i know that sounds weird, but i know what i mean. he came from the times of the depression. he raised twelve kids, and over 27 foster children somehow, and that was when everything was in the shit. if he could teach me anything its self-reliance, and i need to get my ass in gear. im thinking too much in the electronic age, and we are all getting too lazy. ive gotta get a plan going.
ive been really starting to miss my friends lately. well, not friends, but used-to friends, lets say. people i absolutely loved in high school and lost track of. same for those bitches from lyco. and walter. i miss walter. but i miss freshman year walter, back when he still hung out with us and wasnt all into the umc and those snooty bitches he started being best buddies with. eh. i think ive just been nostalgic because it is so hard to make new friends.
when you dont have to be social everyday like in high school where do you meet people? you dont you have to already know people.
now i understand my mother a little bit more. its hard to make friends. especially in the valley.
on a good note, i have one friend and that one friend is coming to see me!! as long as it doesnt snow..... so no snow no snow. yay ROSEMARY!!!!!!!
im way tooooo excited. lexi = retard.