Being alone, just like them. Being alive, feeling so..dead.
At least you'll have my heart.
I'm not in the best of moods right now. I hate when this happens. I'm just tired. When I'm tired, life seems to really suck. Or, at least I seem to suck.
I rarely get mad at other people. It's almost always directed toward myself. Fun times.
Well, friday fell through. Their parents told them not to go anywhere, and for some reason Kaythey thought they'd get in trouble if they did, because Nick would tell on them..even though he thinks he's all badass and goes out and doesn't tell anyone about anything and stuff. He'd probably get in more trouble. But yeah, whatever. It was good times, anyway. We went and got some movies, and food, and had a movie night over there. We watched Canadian Bacon, Office Space, and Donnie Darko. Then Kaythey went to bed, and Stuff and I watched The Secret Garden. We didn't go up to bed 'til after 7am, and I didn't actually fall asleep 'til after 8. I hate going to sleep when the sun is up. It makes me feel like crap.
I woke up at about 12:30pm, and went downstairs. They were watching Donnie Darko again. That movie is CRAZY! But it's cool. I had some soup. We watched TV, and movies on TV.
Then Sarah came and got us, and we went to the brookdale mall for a bit of shopping before we went to see the fall play at school. I didn't buy anything, and I find myself more and more reluctant to buy anything these days. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. But yeah, I didn't really have much money on me, anyway. They wanted me to get my ears pierced at Claire's. I don't really trust that place. Plus, I didn't have the money, and didn't want to be writing checks. So yeah. My check card needs to come NOW.
The school play was pretty good. It was weird being there. Well, not really weird being there, just weird being there with out all the familar faces. I saw people I knew, but..yeah it's just so different now. I miss high school kind of. I'd like to stress the KIND OF. But yeah. I just miss the people. A lot.
Then we left, and Kaythey was all like, "I don't feel good, take me home". So, that was sad. But it was okay. We took her home. Then we went back to Sarah's and ordered a pizza and watched SNL. Then she drove me home. Actually, mom's work. And I'm just hanging out here.
I kind of want to go home and sleep.
I'm not in the best of moods right now. I hate when this happens. I'm just tired. When I'm tired, life seems to really suck. Or, at least I seem to suck.
I rarely get mad at other people. It's almost always directed toward myself. Fun times.
Well, friday fell through. Their parents told them not to go anywhere, and for some reason Kaythey thought they'd get in trouble if they did, because Nick would tell on them..even though he thinks he's all badass and goes out and doesn't tell anyone about anything and stuff. He'd probably get in more trouble. But yeah, whatever. It was good times, anyway. We went and got some movies, and food, and had a movie night over there. We watched Canadian Bacon, Office Space, and Donnie Darko. Then Kaythey went to bed, and Stuff and I watched The Secret Garden. We didn't go up to bed 'til after 7am, and I didn't actually fall asleep 'til after 8. I hate going to sleep when the sun is up. It makes me feel like crap.
I woke up at about 12:30pm, and went downstairs. They were watching Donnie Darko again. That movie is CRAZY! But it's cool. I had some soup. We watched TV, and movies on TV.
Then Sarah came and got us, and we went to the brookdale mall for a bit of shopping before we went to see the fall play at school. I didn't buy anything, and I find myself more and more reluctant to buy anything these days. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. But yeah, I didn't really have much money on me, anyway. They wanted me to get my ears pierced at Claire's. I don't really trust that place. Plus, I didn't have the money, and didn't want to be writing checks. So yeah. My check card needs to come NOW.
The school play was pretty good. It was weird being there. Well, not really weird being there, just weird being there with out all the familar faces. I saw people I knew, but..yeah it's just so different now. I miss high school kind of. I'd like to stress the KIND OF. But yeah. I just miss the people. A lot.
Then we left, and Kaythey was all like, "I don't feel good, take me home". So, that was sad. But it was okay. We took her home. Then we went back to Sarah's and ordered a pizza and watched SNL. Then she drove me home. Actually, mom's work. And I'm just hanging out here.
I kind of want to go home and sleep.