woah...busy gal
so yeah the past couple of days have been a lil crazy, but I am thinking that I just might pull through. I was just about to update my journal when I discovered that it was deleted.....mmmm thats really strange....meaning someone knew my password or hacked into it somehow......I think I know the sociopath that is doing it....plus someone mysteriously signs onto my AIM screename all the time....fucking wierd.....just like how my cell phone gew legs and walked off my couch........Anyways...enough of fucking crazy people.
Friday I worked which was really nice cuz it gave me spending money for the weekend. I went shopping...YAY...bought me a cute punk halter top and some zebra print sandles. Had my friend erics bday party....got really messed up and endin up pukin a couple of times. I finally decided to leave there at like 5 in the morning. Slept most of the day saturday, and I got woken up to my mom and sister bitchin about various things. Then got into a huge argument with my mom....and then my sister calls my house and procedes to cuss m me out too....fucking lovely...I swear my mom said the most hurtful, mean and cynical things ever. I fucking hate her sometimes......she caters to my sister night and day and fucking is always choosing sides. I fucking work...study my ass of for school and never disrespect her.....my sister is knocked up and gets to walk around like its the best things in the world. I am sooo sick of it all, If I had a place to go I would be there.....and if I had the balls I would kill myself....seriously....you think you know what I have to deal with at this house...u have no fucking clue.....*sighs* LIfe sucks and sometimes there isnt shit you can do to fix it....I cant wait to finish school and be outta here .....maybe then I will be happy....well I am outtie...some movie about the hillside stranglers is on....=)
<3 Dani
Friday I worked which was really nice cuz it gave me spending money for the weekend. I went shopping...YAY...bought me a cute punk halter top and some zebra print sandles. Had my friend erics bday party....got really messed up and endin up pukin a couple of times. I finally decided to leave there at like 5 in the morning. Slept most of the day saturday, and I got woken up to my mom and sister bitchin about various things. Then got into a huge argument with my mom....and then my sister calls my house and procedes to cuss m me out too....fucking lovely...I swear my mom said the most hurtful, mean and cynical things ever. I fucking hate her sometimes......she caters to my sister night and day and fucking is always choosing sides. I fucking work...study my ass of for school and never disrespect her.....my sister is knocked up and gets to walk around like its the best things in the world. I am sooo sick of it all, If I had a place to go I would be there.....and if I had the balls I would kill myself....seriously....you think you know what I have to deal with at this house...u have no fucking clue.....*sighs* LIfe sucks and sometimes there isnt shit you can do to fix it....I cant wait to finish school and be outta here .....maybe then I will be happy....well I am outtie...some movie about the hillside stranglers is on....=)
<3 Dani