well well well
Howdy....just thought I would write a bit in here. Its like 11pm and I am bored.....I've been thinking alot. Well lets first say that I am no longer taken. Yup thats right. My so "perfect" boyfriend turned out to be every bit the player I suspected him to be. What the hell is wrong with me. Why do I attract all these guys that treat women horribly. He was a liar......I feel so stupid for braggin about him in this stupid journal. He got the best of me.....*sighs* I basically HATE relationships until someone can prove me wrong....that...well they all go wrong and ALL men are fucked up....scuse my mouth. Anywho..............Did I mention that I am hanging out with Swift again.....YUPPERS.....haha....we had some beers a couple nights ago, and I kinda threw my self at him. ohh man was that crazy. I eventually asked him if that bugged him. And luckily it didnt. THen I met him and some friends at the campground and he got me drunk off of beer for the first time in my life. I think I have officially become a beer drinker. I was drunk....but felt no sickness.Woohooo. THere was this kid there that was pretty hott....he was making fun of me becuz I look like I walked straight out of abercrombie and fitch,....wtf......I like my style lol.....Joe always picks on me too......oh wells guys!!! You know you like it :-P
I had inventory on saturday night. Holy smokes.....I had the hardest section in the whole damn store. And I worked by myself becuz I am such a "good" worker and he trusts me. HA......let me tell you.....never again will I do the womens sections. Basically I didnt get home til like 5am.....which sucked!!
I got into an argument with my sister today. In which I proceeded to hang up on her. LMAO.....things have totally hit rock bottom with her. My mom keeps telling me not to call her.....I dont know what my deal is. I miss my sister....I miss having her support and friendship. I totally dont understand how she can just forget about me and my mom. SHe acts like we're not even alive. All of a sudden she cant come over to spend some time with me becuz she has to go visit his aunt. SInce when did his fucking family become so important in her life. They ARENT married....its like WTF. I've been so depressed lately becuz of her. It really sucks.....and then my mom reminded me the other day that debra kicked me outta the delivery room when she had tyler.....and she never let me come to any of her doc appts. I got to go to 1 ultrasound and that was the day she had tyler. Do you know how that makes me feel.........I will never forgive her for that......when it comes time for me to have children she'll get the same treatment........its like damn......how much more dysfunctional can my family be. I mean my mom is the light of my life. I honestly dont know what I would do if I didnt havent her. It saddens me sometimes .....I dont even wanna get into my insecurtites with that. It will only lead to my crying.. Which I absolutely dont need right now.
Tyler is almost 11 months old....WOOHOOO.....go lil man!!! He has 4 teeth now! mmmm he is the most precious baby ever! I cant wait til he starts to say aunite and gramma.....
We still havent found our house yet......we officially have 2 weeks t find a house and be gone. *shrugs*
I still have to sign up for fall classes.....which I've made no effort to do....haha....school sucks!!
Well I am outtie for now..............gunna watch the tube for awhile and rest my baby blues
I had inventory on saturday night. Holy smokes.....I had the hardest section in the whole damn store. And I worked by myself becuz I am such a "good" worker and he trusts me. HA......let me tell you.....never again will I do the womens sections. Basically I didnt get home til like 5am.....which sucked!!
I got into an argument with my sister today. In which I proceeded to hang up on her. LMAO.....things have totally hit rock bottom with her. My mom keeps telling me not to call her.....I dont know what my deal is. I miss my sister....I miss having her support and friendship. I totally dont understand how she can just forget about me and my mom. SHe acts like we're not even alive. All of a sudden she cant come over to spend some time with me becuz she has to go visit his aunt. SInce when did his fucking family become so important in her life. They ARENT married....its like WTF. I've been so depressed lately becuz of her. It really sucks.....and then my mom reminded me the other day that debra kicked me outta the delivery room when she had tyler.....and she never let me come to any of her doc appts. I got to go to 1 ultrasound and that was the day she had tyler. Do you know how that makes me feel.........I will never forgive her for that......when it comes time for me to have children she'll get the same treatment........its like damn......how much more dysfunctional can my family be. I mean my mom is the light of my life. I honestly dont know what I would do if I didnt havent her. It saddens me sometimes .....I dont even wanna get into my insecurtites with that. It will only lead to my crying.. Which I absolutely dont need right now.
Tyler is almost 11 months old....WOOHOOO.....go lil man!!! He has 4 teeth now! mmmm he is the most precious baby ever! I cant wait til he starts to say aunite and gramma.....
We still havent found our house yet......we officially have 2 weeks t find a house and be gone. *shrugs*
I still have to sign up for fall classes.....which I've made no effort to do....haha....school sucks!!
Well I am outtie for now..............gunna watch the tube for awhile and rest my baby blues