Pre-Myspace drama
so i was on myspace today because woot i have internet again. I was looking at my significant other's profile...the one i'm engaged to. So i'm looking and i see he has more friends than the last time i looked at his myspace a couple months ago. Yay he made some friends. i look to see who these now friends are and lo and behold
they are:
-female
-incredibly more attractive than myself
-single
-in his area ( i live 30 minutes away)
- closer to his age( we have a 3 and a half year difference)
these combined with:
-us arguing lately
- his overall (except for this weekend)lack of interest in me sexually lately
-his working late 1-2 hours every night
-the fact that the best reason my friends i've asked have come up with for why he isn't cheating is not that he loves me too much or wouldn't do anything to hurt me, its just that they don't think he's hot enough
-the other night he tried to convince me to go mess around with other people ( with an attitude that seemed almost as though he'd be relieved if i said i would and that seemed he felt a bit guilty when i refused.)
has left me a bit nervous. am i being paranoid? Yes you may say, any you're probably right. I might seem a bit like an overcontrolling wench. who cares who he has n his myspace? but last time i put my full trust into someone and thought they'd never do anything to hurt me they cheated with 2 people admittedly and another 6 at least they won't fess up to. I really do want to trust him and he hasn't given me a reason not to, but i'd rather be prepared then have it come out of nowhere.
they are:
-female
-incredibly more attractive than myself
-single
-in his area ( i live 30 minutes away)
- closer to his age( we have a 3 and a half year difference)
these combined with:
-us arguing lately
- his overall (except for this weekend)lack of interest in me sexually lately
-his working late 1-2 hours every night
-the fact that the best reason my friends i've asked have come up with for why he isn't cheating is not that he loves me too much or wouldn't do anything to hurt me, its just that they don't think he's hot enough
-the other night he tried to convince me to go mess around with other people ( with an attitude that seemed almost as though he'd be relieved if i said i would and that seemed he felt a bit guilty when i refused.)
has left me a bit nervous. am i being paranoid? Yes you may say, any you're probably right. I might seem a bit like an overcontrolling wench. who cares who he has n his myspace? but last time i put my full trust into someone and thought they'd never do anything to hurt me they cheated with 2 people admittedly and another 6 at least they won't fess up to. I really do want to trust him and he hasn't given me a reason not to, but i'd rather be prepared then have it come out of nowhere.