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went to knotts again yesterday...it wasnt so bad because it was a monday afternoon. there were almost no lines for anything and if there were the longest was like 10 minutes.went with chris,amanda, and ana. i think i was nicer to chris than i have been in the last couple weeks,and im pretty sure he knew the few things i said to him that boredered on mean were joking not just to be an ass like before. amanda started to get a bit annoying because she's afraid of roller coasters so we had to convince her she wasnt going to die before every ride. if i miss putting letters in words its the key board not me. the keys stick to where they wont go down right. ana finally got her pickle shes been wanting for about a week. i think she and i are going back today. we'll probably going almost every day just because we can, at least til the 18th. hopefully joey will be able to come down on saturday and go with us. i miss him. i'd ask chris (from AV) if he wants to go but he has chicken pox, and they suck and crowds and coldness and suck would probably just make him unhappy too. i miss him too...i miss a decent amount of people..though i dont miss a great deal more. i know im going next friday because, well, its my birthday, and i've had to go to school on my birthday every year unless i've been so sick i couldnt walk (which happened like 5 fucking years in a row) so for my 18th birthday i am not going to school. i am going to knotts. if my parents say i cant, screw them, im going any way. ana says we're bringing chris..amanda threw a hissy fit because she cant ditch school. her mom wont let her. so again she throws a bitch fit over what i want to do for my birthday. she got bent when ana wanted to take me to rockin sushi (18 and over) and threw a big bitch fit over how it wasnt fair because it wasnt something we could all go do together. same thing when ana asked chris if he'd like to join us if we go to her aunt's house next weeked because there's a casino out there you can gamble at 18...again, not fair because it doesnt involve her. its really getting annoying. i mean, my little group spends almost every day after school and all weekend together practically every week, it isnt like she never sees us and next weekend is the only weekend she can. i'm usually good with just going along with whatever everyone else wants to do all the time. even if its somethig im not really wanting to do (like going out to black star with 20mph winds) i do to keep everyone happy. this year, on my birthday, i am going to be a selfish bitch. i a going to do what i want to do and not give a damn if it's fair for everyone or not. i really love ana right now because shes the one that keeps comming up with the stuff amanda can't do. i dont really want to spend it with amanda. id rather spend it with chris and ana, being dumbasses with amanda either being an attention whore or trying to play voice of reason.