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so...can anyone tell i have a bit of an insomnia issue?its 2 am and instead of being sleepy, i feel wide awake.i ahvent slept well the last 2 nights as i was at a hotel (family trip to san diego)and i never sleep well at hotels and now i'm wide awake...rather its due to my really not being tired or something being caused by someone im talking to, i dont know, but its one or the other. there's someone who can do things to me without being any where near and its quite annoying.got in touch with a couple old friends this weekend...fun stuff...talked to tommy and sam. me and sam are going to hang out tomorrow at the mall...fun stuff...i want tommy to go but he's grounded...we should kidnap him. found out he was bi...like i didnt totally see that one comming...it was great to hear him say guys were "hott".almost did a happy dance because yet again i was right.i didnt notice how much i missed sam til i started talking to her again...now i really dont wanna go back up. to hell...ironic...they talk about hell as being underground but actually its the high desert. and I AM GOING TO FETHING KILL THE PERSON IM TALKING TO FOR WHAT THEY'RE DOING TO ME...so yeah anyway...im having a bit better time at school (of course since we only have like a week left).people i dont like are pretty much leaving me alone. one of the few people i really don't want leaving me alone isnt talking to me because they have a stick up their ass but oh well, so what if my best friend is ignoring me right? right.just because i get my feelings hurt that the bastard...anyway...got to talk to jenna...who didnt even realize i was me at first. DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT!!!I'M GOING TO KILLLLLLLL HIIIIIIM!!! anyway...i got a shirt at joes crab shack it says "you cant always get what you want but you can always get crabs" i wanted to get the one that said "you can pice your friends you can pick your crabs but you cant pick your friends crabs" but my mom decided it was inappropriate.im going to try reading the Silmarillion by tolkien again...and not get confused this time...that and the hitch hikers guide to the universe. i think that when it gets light i'll burn some cd's. i dont plan on sleeping tonight.
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