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These are two separate old live journal entries from wayyy back when…they are hella random, but you’ll learn more about me in 5 minutes then you probably ever would other wise
HERES to:
the scar i have from stitches under my chin
my weird need to be "even"
the way i really miss people I shouldnt
and miss the ones i should-even more
to knowing so many of your little quirks and mannerisms
to the little freckle on the side of my left pinky finger
loving life but hating situations
to always having "something" but never being anything
heres to reading in between the lines
and putting up with bullshit
to mixed signals
and lost promises
to kick ass times
to being random
and loving it more then u could ever know
to kissing in the rain
to getting flowers from a guy to make u feel better
to wishing u liked someone you didnt
and wishing you hated someone you like
to shaving cream fights
and long walks to no where
to meaningful conversations that make you think
heres to knowing who ur gonna marry when ur 5
to simplicity
to complexity
to looking at the bright side
and seeing the good
to always smiling
game faces
and Snapple caps
to sweet texts and drunken phone calls
Dont leave without saying goodbye.
Shoes make me feel Closter phobic
My reefs are always on, even in the rain
I love to swim
I want a hedgehog and a baby turtle
hypocrites are irritating
My brother>you
I dont get seasick or airsick
Sometimes I just sit and think.
Im never truly bored, even if I say I am-Im not. Cuz I think instead
Im a chapstick-aholic.
Sailing = calming
When people show they care it makes me happy.
Dont lie to me.
People who dont know me think Im quiet
I listen to music All the time.
I hate ketchup
people have said I smile too much, is that possible? I dont think so.
My favorite place to be is with people I care about.
im always taking pictures
Daydreams are the best kind.
Naps are great.
my friends are the best
Dont sweat the little stuff
I hate things I cant fix or control.
Write me a letter
Call/text me late just to say goodnight
dont be bitter-its really unattractive.
Take down your Christmas lights!
Hug tightly and mean it
I care too much sometimes-and it bites me in the ass
dont eat loud. its loud.
I cant stand it when people tell me to calm down when Im not un~calm.
I wanna travel
I LOVE camping
I hate drama its stupid and it wastes time.
I hate when people say how much they hate drama and how they stay clear of it. when you know they are full of drama
Falling asleep with someone is really nice.
Good lyrics are the best.
I have 3 piercings.. cartilage, tragus, lip
When people disappoint me I get disappointed in myself for being disappointed.
I love the rain.
Even better is thunder and lightening storms
I HATE humidity
going higher and higher on a swing is the greatest feeling.
Walking around barefoot is good.
Id rather drink water
Hate soda
Feeling venerable and exposed are two things i avoid
My private life-is exactly that
I make a wish and kiss the clock when the numbers are the same.
Eggnog only tastes good at Christmas time. Its the cliché in me
I cant stand when ppl. are rude.
Inside jokes that you never forget are special
I heart winter
Ive never made a snowman-and I want to badly
love sign language
I call out-of-state plates and crack my knuckles.
Certain songs remind me of specific times and people.
Smell is the best sense-memory- my old chap sticks always do it
Black and white photos are the shit.
Its better to work for what you get, you feel like you get more
The best thing is making a new memory with someone-esp. when its something that neither of you has ever done-so that no matter what it is, it will always make you think of that person.
Theres something special about a friend that will brush your teeth for you just because you asked.
I love the beach at night.
Driving aimlessly around is great fun.
I dont get sick.
No matter the time/weather the sky is one of the prettiest things ever.
When I blush youll know it.
Late night trips to Santa Cruz are the best.
But anytime trips to Indian rocks beach are better
Just laying out and looking at the stars makes me ridiculously happy
Getting a fatty voicemail from someone that goes on for days is great esp. when singing is involved
Be straight forward-its appreciated
I love to laugh
I love art, going fast, freefalling and fluffy pillows.
My biggest scar is from my scariest day
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The curled chips taste better somehow
Silver wear and teeth make the most disgusting sound.
I hate massagesoh Ive never had one of YOUR massages? -no I think I just dont like them.
I love photographywhether it be with a cheap disposable or doing the whole process of chemicals/developing
when im in a darkroom working..im zoned out and im hella happy
One sweet or thoughtful sentence can make me smile for the entire day
Ive been written a poem once, and I will always have it
I love getting mail
I over pack.
I overrate.
Over think.
And Im definitely clumsy
There are a few things that I will never understand
dont flake on me
Ill rarely ask for advice
I wont open up to you
Because I wont trust you
I have a tattoo
Dont make promises you arent gonna keepid rather you not make them at all
Im a jamba juice freak~strawberrys wild~puts me in a good mood
Say you miss me and ill miss you more for it
Writing stuff down helps me process
If you draw me a picture or make me something not only will it make me hella happy but Ill keep it for way to long
plastic wear>silverwear
Watch Goonies with me
Take a picture with me-and well be together foreveron film