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i dont understand. i found someone who was completely my type. mentally and phsyically we were really alike. i guess the emotionally part is what fucked us over. i just care too much. i think the problem is me. i constintly need reasurence. its never enough with me. im afraid that if i dont talk to the person im with for a long time that eventually they'll forget about me and leave. i need to stop being afraid. i need to let go.
im just tired of not feeling alive. im tired of that missing piece. i need to learn to be ok with being alone. and when that great guy comes along great. but i dont want to be pressed about someone i havent even met yet. i need to learn that im all ive ever needed. yeah, im slowly becoming ok with that fact. im slowly becomming ok with the person i am. im slowly becomming the person ive always wanted to be.
im just tired of not feeling alive. im tired of that missing piece. i need to learn to be ok with being alone. and when that great guy comes along great. but i dont want to be pressed about someone i havent even met yet. i need to learn that im all ive ever needed. yeah, im slowly becoming ok with that fact. im slowly becomming ok with the person i am. im slowly becomming the person ive always wanted to be.