Truthfully

[xproudxtobex]

I got sick and tired today of trying to be some peoples friends. it isn't new year but i decided that if i'm going to be the person im trying to be then i need to man up and do it. I think part of it was the high school feeling of a scene. the "cool" kids and the rejects. How stupid is it that a clique exists in a scene? rejects rejecting rejects. But in the end, I'm not part of a scene. I never was. And the people I looked up to were not the people who I thought they would be. pretentious, uncaring, jaded. not passionate, friendly, excited. so oh well. No one probably gets this. even you Adamo. which is cool.

Xmas arrives soon. My cell phone is broken. and my car is fully fixed.

I'm hungry and it's time for food!