Jul 02, 2005 14:39
Craziest week ever. . .
And I mean ever.
I'm so glad I have a day off to ijust unplug and chill.
Work is great though I can't complain, I just wish that maybe i had a little more time there to make money and stuff before the what-have-you.
I'm getting super sentimental over everything that's going on. . .it's really so weird.
But I think July 16th is going to be a good day.
And I realized the new Against Me! Is superior to all. . .I mean why update with what's in my head right now when they already said it perfectly.
"Can't Turn Around"
"I wake up, around 4 or 5
Eat, shower, and get dressed in about. . .an hours time
Take my vitamins, check my messages, and make some calls to some friends
Make plans for dinner and drinks, sometime after 9.
Now it's definitely time to call an end to the night
I need some time to dry out, to clear my mind
But before you know there I am again
Fuckin 2 o' clock in the morning
Standing in a bar, with a drink in hand
How looooooooooooooow can you go??!!
Before you turn around. . .
Now seriously, this is my last and final time
I'm making some big, big changes in my life
No you won't catch me down here again
Waiting to score, sweaty money palmed in my hand
What the fuck are you cutting this with anyway??
Cuz I have got some really, really big plans
And today's the day I'm putting them into action
But before you know it here I am again
Fuckin' 6 o' clock in the morning
Rolled up dollar bill in my hand
How loooooooooooooooow can you go??!!
Before you turn around. . .
And I'm sick of feeling like I'm losing my mind
Sick of doing the same thing night after night
Sick of self loathing
Self absorption
Self destructive narcissism
I'm sick to death of feeling constantly fucking sick
And whoooooooooooooooo I could trust!!??
Comes to a stop
And there's no one"