Feb 17, 2010 02:27
I hate that I can't control what I dream of.
I had a dream that Austin and I were married, and something happened and we were taking a break but still living together.
He had come home one night and I had asked if he'd like to go somewhere. He said no, becuase he had a date with someone.
I was so upset...because I had told him that if he got involved within anyone to tell me ahead of time, so that I would not continue to remain involved with him.
Now, almost an hour later, I am still awake and the dream wants to continue itself, and I don't want it to.
And these dreams are my fault. I have been so stressed out lately. I take it out on Austin. No one wants that to happen to them. I suppose this dream was justification of the bad things that happen when people get pushed.