Jul 08, 2003 18:32
today. i did this like ropes course thing. it weird. i have to climb really high tomorrow. not so cool.
yeah i am not diggin that. but i get off early so yeah.
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i bought a new messenger bag today & a cool pirate headband. its pretty rad.
but i fuckededed my car up this morning. that sucks.
oh well..
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while i was driving around the mall and i saw my ex & his new girlfriend. & then i saw her again later in orchards.. it was weird.
and i saw my friends Buschy & Schmidty today. it was cool. havent seen them in a long time. & i tlaked ot sarah today about working at hot topic. myabe i will try my hand at that for the back to school season. who knows. not me.
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michael still has not come home.
i really feel depressed. i never realized how sane he kept me. its weird. i didnt realize how fucked up in the head i really am.
i am so dependant. it sucks. i need michael being around.
god i wish i wasnt so fucking insane.
shit.