y0u put me back t0gether...
I told .. uh .. someone at school .. i forget who ((sorry hah)) that id post this poem, so im going to. i want lots of comments on it.
its called ..
8/28/04
*Sunday's Best*
i knew i couldnt keep you
now i know well never be
i cant hold on to you
and you wont hold on to me
i am just a hostage
of my long since broken heart
with a history of broken dreams
and stoping before a start
and why should you listen to me?
what gives you the proof
that im not telling stolen lies
or that im telling the truth
and when i say ill catch you
you dont know that i dont mean
that you might slip through my open arms
because there is that space between
i swear ill carry the weight on my shoulders
so that your burden is less
i dont ask to be your whole life
just the part that you'd call best
and id walk those thousand miles
but what good would it do?
because at the end of the tedious path
i still wouldnt belong to you
sure you say you love me
and ill say i love you too
but love is merely just a word
until its something that you prove
and ill hold your weary heart
until the sun begins to shine
and we seize the day togather
walking with your hand in mine
i could be your second chance
even though they dont exist
life has no rewind function
youre always taking a risk
i want to go back to farmiliar comfort
because my floors are starting to shake
i want to take back my sense of home
this new and exciting is too much to take
i want to go back to when boys were icky
and i want to return to the descent days
where all you needed to make it better
was a box of colored band-aid's
and when i take my final breath
i swear that ill be screaming
about how you next to shattered my delicate heart
and left me to desperate dreaming
ill always be your broken glory
and ill be your sinking boat
just say youll remember me when the ink is fresh
from your pen to your suicide note
and yet i find it hard to belive
that for all of this i wouldnt trade anything
and although this isnt real promising
dont worry, youre still my everything*
i know its really long. if you read it please please please comment.. a friend of mine used it for an english project and got a perfect score. yeah. im in a really shitty mood right now so ill post later. everything was fine until that stupid dbq in global. and then i got stuck at home on friday. i didnt even get to be home alone. fuck.
thanks for the away matt <3
Nicole
...suffocate me all you need i wont breathe but its okay youll be somewhere around me and i wont need air...