Let's stop this clock from starting.
I'm always the one to ask him to stay. He's always the first to say goodnight.
I hate when I act the way I did tonight... I really wish I was more independant with my feelings towards him. I feel vulnerable. Did I even get jealous today? What was that? I don't even know what's going on. It's like I beg for affection and it seems like I can't get enough of him, when he's full of me after the first few hours. I'm sick of feeling this way. I wish he was the one to want me like this. I wish I was prettier, more desirable, more everything.
I hate when I act the way I did tonight... I really wish I was more independant with my feelings towards him. I feel vulnerable. Did I even get jealous today? What was that? I don't even know what's going on. It's like I beg for affection and it seems like I can't get enough of him, when he's full of me after the first few hours. I'm sick of feeling this way. I wish he was the one to want me like this. I wish I was prettier, more desirable, more everything.