Playground schoolbell rings... Again...

Mar 07, 2004 17:10

It's always so hard to express yourself clearly...
Although I enjoy it, I have to admit I really can't draw all that well.
Isn't it always just so hard to come up with the perfect opening sentence?
I remember in 4th grade, my teacher told me that my opening sentence needed more 'zest'.
We were writing about a field trip we had just gone on, and I remember thinking and thinking for hours of a new sentence. I never did come up with one. But now I've thought of tons of different ones.
This journal was meant to be full of feeling.It was meant to be dark.
And it's not. Not really.
Oh well.
There's always room for improvement.

So, I have to warn you. I really don't have much going on in my life...
School sucks, as always.
I'm still hopelessly trying to get the guy I like to notice me.
Ya know, I'm thinking this guy needs a codename. We'll call him... My Demon.

My Demon isn't exactly 'hott', but he's good-looking. He's popular.
He's hilarious. He's sweet (sometimes), and he considers me to be a friend. I think.
I wish he would like me back.

I've never had anyone I like like me back. I've always admired from afar, watching the guy in question talking to my best friend, laughing and smiling. Teasing her, admiring her. Of course, I'm happy for the friend in question, but who could help being just a little jealous? Just a little envious?

Hmmm.. Next topic. The Seven Deadly Sins.

Pride
Greed
Envy
Anger
Lust
Gluttony
Sloth

The italicized are some emotions that we feel, well, all the time. Envy... Hmm... Well, I've committed that sin over a hundred thousand million times... Probably. Except I usually just envy them, without the bitter hatred. Anger? I was just angry at my sister. Lust... Well, lust is such a great, bittersweet thing.

Every sin has an opposing virtue. I even went to the trouble to look them up.

Pride -> Humility
Greed -> Generosity
Envy -> Love
Anger -> Kindness
Lust -> Self-control
Gluttony -> Faith and Temperance
Sloth -> Zeal

For more information, go here: Sinned, and Virtuous

Well, wish me luck with the Demon thing. :)

xxmwah
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