Will you be on the other side or will you forget me?
"Tourniquet"
I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
I lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
T'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
return to me salvation
Do you remember me
lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
return to me salvation
"I want to die!!!"
My God, my tourniquet
return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide
I hurt myself today. My wrist and arm looks really bad. I discovered that a cardboard cutting tool works well to cut myself with. I'm really pathetic. No one even bothers to call me, just to see if I'm alive, I'm just a waste of God's creation. I wish I was dead. I'm starting to think that there is absolutely no reason for me to hold on. Everyday I slip a little further away from everything and everyone. I just don't know who I am anymore. I live in a dream world, half the time, but here lately I can't even escape to my field of paper flowers. Well I might go play Virginia ham some more. I'm off to go do something constructive or destructive with my time.
...Whoever says sunshine equals happiness...
.has N.E.V.E.R. danced in the rain.