always look on the bright side of death
WTF! everyone does a really good job at bringing me down. FUCK! i need kimmie now. iam so tired of always, ALWAYS being upset. iam done. SHIT. wether she believes it or not she is the only thing that does make me happy. thats why she cant leave me this summer. fucking one more person brings up last 'friday night' then iam going to go crazy. iam not to good at this. iam trying so hard not to think about it. and the worst part is that this kid is a part of her life. and another thing if one more person tells her they love her dsfgfusgdjgdg GOD! i dont even want to say it anymore. its the cool thing to do everyone says it to her. i just want something that has meaning. oh and by the way last night i went out to dinner with kimmie for her birthday which means that out the whole spring break this is the only the second day i didnt see her. i hope it stays like this. she deserves better, or at least someone who dosnt always complain.
"i really don't care if i never wake up again."