Jan 11, 2005 20:56
i guess ive been going through a tough time and all you know just adjusting to a new life i guess you could say...i think ive been going through a small breakdown because i am lonely ... but only because i choose to be, because i really dislike when someone says they love me and doesnt mean it i mean i know im young and all but still. i was "surfing" the net and there are so many things that i found that really upset me like this:
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he said "No".
She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said "No".
Then she asked him if he would cry if she walked away, he said "No".
She had heard enough; she needed to leave.
As she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay.
He said "you are not pretty, you are beautiful.
I don`t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."
i want someone like that, and i want someone to tell me that they love me and mean it we dont even have to be going out but just knowing someone loves you ..the feeling is amazing
and there was a song i was listening to and it just made me wish i had someone to call my own and of course it was an "emo-like" song and it was by dashboard confessional because they are one of my favorite bands it was just one part from hands down though:
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
but yea love is my biggest weakness i just wanna be loved *sigh*
Him - Join Me In Death Lyrics
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
We are so young
our lives have just begun
but already we're considering
escape from this world
and we've waited for so long
for this moment to come
was so anxious to be together
together in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before live tears us apart let
death bless me with you
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
this live ain't worth living
this live ain't worth living
this live ain't worth living
this live ain't worth living
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death