why do i feel this way
im wicked depressed and i may be being a bit hard on myself but i feel bad for the things i did on friday i mean im glad i did it but i kinda feel bad that i made such a big scene but facey better not talk to me ever after what he did ... im so confused i just wanna like stay in my room and think ... for a long time i dont know what to do withmyself anymore things have gotten to far out of hand and im only hurting mself and the people around me i think ive kept everything in for so long that recently ive just been exploding on people that annoy me or when someone does something dumb and i know shouldnt but my mood swongs have gotten out of hand and i dont wanna push people away but i dont know what to do i really dont and if you read this and you think i just want attention then think what you will but its just imwriting in this because this is like a diary for me and if you dont like it dont read it and idk but im done here for now