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May 05, 2005 21:43

just got my nails done for the dance, they are pretty hard to type in but i am getting the hang of it. i can't wait untill tommrow night! it is going to be so much fun! afer the dance we are going to wal-mart and applebee's for dessert. I can not wait!
marching band went pretty good today. although since i missed a day, i didn't do very good on the box drills. stephani is in marching band as well, it's nice to have another clarinet. now i no longer feel lonely. i need to call the girls that taught me and get one of them to help me catch up with what is going on.
we went to dance tonight and got our hair done how we should do it for recital. it looks cute the only problem is that we look like little girls. I feel kinda silly. oh well, it looks good on the yonger ones and i guess it will keep people from seeing how much we suck.
i have been so down lately. i don't know what it is, it's just that i can't seem to make myself happy. i think i am just over-whealmed. i dunno, it just sucks, cuz everyone can tell something is wrong, and it makes you feel like a whinny baby, when they ask. i just wish it would go away, and that i could be happy like everyone else.
my breathing sounds bad too. I don't know what it is, but i have been having trouble breathing. i can't seem to get air in my lungs. it's like asthma all over agian. i hate it, and my mom has noticed,which means i will be going to the doctor soon and get inhalers and junk. i just hope it won't keep me from being in marching band. that would really piss me off. well i have to go take a shower.
evangeline
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