I'll use your light to guide me.... cause all I think about is you...
I hate being sick... really I do. I hate feeling so blah-like and miserable. I hate a lot... yeah I noticed that lately, I always say I hate something. But you know, I'm not going to say I'm going to stop because whenever I do, I don't. I always remain negative, and that's fine. That's me, I guess everyone including myself has to deal with it.
So I decided I don't mind my new computer, now that it actually lets me stay signed on aim all night and doesn't kick me off then sign me on non stop alllllllllllllll night.
So I didn't go to school yesterday. It just wasn't possible. It seems I got the worst of this cold wednesday in school, of course on my longest day... I had english then I had chemistry then 3 hour chem lab that we usually get out in an hour but of course the day I'm sick it decides to take 2 1/2 hours... aye... That was a mess... then yesterday I woke up really sick and just couldn't go to school, so I missed history and math... Blah, I hate this... today I only have english so I'm going to force myself to go even though I only did one of the essays due... I might do the other one today before work and send it to him before 4 so then its still not counted as late but I don't know if I'll have the energy or not... I might go to the doctor today... I was talking to my mom about being sick and such and she said I shouldn't work today but I am I'm making myself, because I need the money for car insurance which I've been putting off for a long time, haha.. anyway... but she said then I shouldn't work Saturday and Sunday. Problem is I can't call in that much without a doctors note so I guess we'll see how that goes. Everytime I go to the doctor I get into a fight with them *ugh* here we go again. If I don't end up going then I'm only going to call in tomorrow. Either way I wanted to see Don tomorrow, of course my mom said no. Go figure... well first she said I'm not going anywhere tonight and I knew that, duhhh I'm working until 9... retard... so she starts screaming at me that I'm sick and I'm not going to see him tomorrow and blah blah so I just said fine to shut her up... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
He came over last night, even though I'm sick. So I'll feel bad if he gets sick from me again... hrm.... we watched the notebook. I had already watched it once but it's a really good movie :) I felt like shit the whole night though so it wasn't that great but it was still fun to see him :P it's always fun
Roar... I should probably get ready for school. Since my car is probably covered in snow AGAIN and I have to go deal with that.. uggggggggggh I hate this week, I hate being sick AGAAAAAAAAAAAIN but I always am... roar....
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