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I'm not hiding anything from anyone. I tell my "friends" who, no i probably shouldn't trust, pretty much everything. I'm not lying to anyone about who i hang out with or what I do. I don't have anything to hide. People think they're hurting me by gossiping and talking about my business way too much. It doesn't hurt me. I'm going to keep talking to my friends and telling them everything, because they're pretty much the only people I can talk to, I just can't help but feel really alone right now I just don't want to loose them again like I did for so long already. I want to stay away from drama so I just pretend I don't know what they're doing and how much they're gossiping and talking behind my back.
I guess it does hurt, but i pretend they're still as loyal as they used to be. So I'll keep acting like nothings happening & keep telling them what I'm doing & who I'm hanging out with, whether they agree with it or not, its my life. I just wish they could support me in my decision instead of going about it this way.
But I'll go on pretending I don't know & that it doesn't bother me, because i need my friends whether they're real friends or not. They're all I have right now.
I guess it does hurt, but i pretend they're still as loyal as they used to be. So I'll keep acting like nothings happening & keep telling them what I'm doing & who I'm hanging out with, whether they agree with it or not, its my life. I just wish they could support me in my decision instead of going about it this way.
But I'll go on pretending I don't know & that it doesn't bother me, because i need my friends whether they're real friends or not. They're all I have right now.