AH!!!!!!!!!!! I'M BACK!!!
hehe I'm back guys! I dunno if anyone missed me?? but oh well. I havent written on here since valentines day which was a really long time ago so I decided maybe I should write... because I have a lot on my mind... so yeah
things with me and Larry are good which makes me really happy... three months!! he got his drivers license on friday which is cool. so I've been with him a lot more that usual lately.
colorguard... I dont know if I really even wanna go there. all I can really say on that subject is drama drama drama. theres just so much anymore that its crazy. we have been having some pretty good shows but we have also had some pretty bad ones... but ya know thats just how it goes. the St. Marys show is the last show before they say if we can go to wildwood... we have a lot to work on to make it a good show... but I really think we can do it. I just wish everyone else thought we could too
I really dont understand something... we go almost every weekend to a comp and it just so happens that guys and girls ride our bus (duh yeah I know) so on the way home when its dark out (duh again) we are supposed to switch to single sex seating... so this weekend I happened to look at the back of the bus and shawn and andrea were sitting together... so I looked at Larry and told him I was gonna sit with him. he told me not to move because the second I moved they would yell and what not and I would just have to move back. so I didnt move.. I dont understand why they have such a big problem with me and Larry sitting together but yet they let everyone else sit wherever they want... maybe they dont like me I really done care and if they dont trust me?? I dont care about that but they shouldnt let other people do stuff and not everyone...
lately I've been thinking a lot (suprising I know) but I dont know why I am here anymore... I feel like I am a fake person anymore. but I cant find out exactly why. Like I know that I have some friends that actually care but I am losing friendships everyday and I dont know how to deal with it. I feel like Larry is the only one that cares. yeah I know I have friends but I think there is a difference between being a friend and actually caring and.. I dunno maybe I am just stupid or something
sorry I'm done I dont wanna upset anyone
things with me and Larry are good which makes me really happy... three months!! he got his drivers license on friday which is cool. so I've been with him a lot more that usual lately.
colorguard... I dont know if I really even wanna go there. all I can really say on that subject is drama drama drama. theres just so much anymore that its crazy. we have been having some pretty good shows but we have also had some pretty bad ones... but ya know thats just how it goes. the St. Marys show is the last show before they say if we can go to wildwood... we have a lot to work on to make it a good show... but I really think we can do it. I just wish everyone else thought we could too
I really dont understand something... we go almost every weekend to a comp and it just so happens that guys and girls ride our bus (duh yeah I know) so on the way home when its dark out (duh again) we are supposed to switch to single sex seating... so this weekend I happened to look at the back of the bus and shawn and andrea were sitting together... so I looked at Larry and told him I was gonna sit with him. he told me not to move because the second I moved they would yell and what not and I would just have to move back. so I didnt move.. I dont understand why they have such a big problem with me and Larry sitting together but yet they let everyone else sit wherever they want... maybe they dont like me I really done care and if they dont trust me?? I dont care about that but they shouldnt let other people do stuff and not everyone...
lately I've been thinking a lot (suprising I know) but I dont know why I am here anymore... I feel like I am a fake person anymore. but I cant find out exactly why. Like I know that I have some friends that actually care but I am losing friendships everyday and I dont know how to deal with it. I feel like Larry is the only one that cares. yeah I know I have friends but I think there is a difference between being a friend and actually caring and.. I dunno maybe I am just stupid or something
sorry I'm done I dont wanna upset anyone