Apr 08, 2007 10:32
I'm all sleepy.
Yesterday was a fun day. Ant and I went to the city farm to look at baby goats and chickens and then had a few drinks at the pub. In the evening we went out for dinner and then to see "Sunshine" Which was just amazing. I have today and Monday off which is lovely as the weather is so beautiful at the mo. Today is a lazy day for sitting in the garden and making mix cds for people.
Things between Ant and I have not been going so well. We're fighting all the time and he just doesn't seem happy here, we've been making an extra special effort to have a good weekend but I don't know if it's working. We have both changed so much and maybe things can't be the same, maybe we should be apart. If we parted now we could still be friends but if we stayed together and struggled on we'd end up hurting each other.
Oh god I don't know...I don't want it to end...but then again it might be the right thing..