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Last night was a horrible horrible night.
It all started well, we went to a house party and we were having a good time. I was really tired though and at about 2AM I really wanted to go home, but Ant was typically a bit too drunk and took as I didn't want to stay because he was there (This is an age old argument we always have, he claims I always have a better time without him, it's stupid)
Soooo anyway he starts yelling at me and completely over-reacting and I start crying and then he storms out of the house. I know that he can do really crazy things when he's drunk and angry so this guy called Tom drives me to our house so we can wait for him. He's not answering my calls but eventually he does and says he's lost his wallet and he's hurt his hand (From punching a wall of all things) We drive to where he's supposed to be and he's not there, by this point I'm really worried and he's not answering his phone again.
So Tom drives me back to Marie's house as there's nothing we can do (I have to say at this point that Tom doesn't even know me that well, and he's been driving this wreck of a girl around for hours, I'm going to buy him a present or something) I keep on phoning Ant until at around 6AM he answers, he's calmed down but he's still really upset but I get a taxi home and we sit up talking for hours (whilst I'm sorting out his hand)
We've been struggling along for ages, not addressing the problems in our relationship. Last night was when it all came to a head. I'm so tired right now, I can't really think straight. I think things are going to be ok though. I can't believe how close we came to splitting up.
It all started well, we went to a house party and we were having a good time. I was really tired though and at about 2AM I really wanted to go home, but Ant was typically a bit too drunk and took as I didn't want to stay because he was there (This is an age old argument we always have, he claims I always have a better time without him, it's stupid)
Soooo anyway he starts yelling at me and completely over-reacting and I start crying and then he storms out of the house. I know that he can do really crazy things when he's drunk and angry so this guy called Tom drives me to our house so we can wait for him. He's not answering my calls but eventually he does and says he's lost his wallet and he's hurt his hand (From punching a wall of all things) We drive to where he's supposed to be and he's not there, by this point I'm really worried and he's not answering his phone again.
So Tom drives me back to Marie's house as there's nothing we can do (I have to say at this point that Tom doesn't even know me that well, and he's been driving this wreck of a girl around for hours, I'm going to buy him a present or something) I keep on phoning Ant until at around 6AM he answers, he's calmed down but he's still really upset but I get a taxi home and we sit up talking for hours (whilst I'm sorting out his hand)
We've been struggling along for ages, not addressing the problems in our relationship. Last night was when it all came to a head. I'm so tired right now, I can't really think straight. I think things are going to be ok though. I can't believe how close we came to splitting up.