this is gonna be a long one
I just ended my recitals that have been taking over my life. However, I did have an AMAZING time. I do have to say some shows were better than others, but they all made lasting memories. I can't ever forget our "gf club" Thinking about how much fun i had, I get saddened that our whole production is changing. I pray that i don't lose some of the great friends I have made when it comes time to audition. There are a few girls that I wouldn't mind never dancing with again, but I may have to.
About auditions, June 18th is the day of all truths. i have NO clue what to expect. i need to remember Miss Susanne's comment on the last day of dance. She really thinks I have been great in ballet. wooh. then Miss Sue told my mom that I've been doing great. So did Miss Danielle. I hope that they aren't just saying that because I pray for my wish to come true.
One another note, I'm happy how things have been with a good pal of mine. Things haven't been so hot lately. Things seem to be getting better. However, thing with my father and I have not. And that sucks because I don't know what to do anymore and no one can completely relate to me. I am a person that need to talk out their problems or else they just build up inside of me. But talking to this man is as helpful as hitting my head against a brick wall. Thanks to my friends that have been trying to help. You are very needed in my life.
Well, enough of that because it just upsets me. On tuesday, Vee, Emily, and I are driving to the Silver Dome to work at the graduation commencement. I hope it's fun.
Plus i wish that school would just be done with. I hate getting out over a week later than everyone else. I want summer to be here so I can actually lay out in the sun. i HATE being so pale. Plus, I'm excited to start working at Dairy Queen again. I'll have cash :)
Ich muess schlaufen.
About auditions, June 18th is the day of all truths. i have NO clue what to expect. i need to remember Miss Susanne's comment on the last day of dance. She really thinks I have been great in ballet. wooh. then Miss Sue told my mom that I've been doing great. So did Miss Danielle. I hope that they aren't just saying that because I pray for my wish to come true.
One another note, I'm happy how things have been with a good pal of mine. Things haven't been so hot lately. Things seem to be getting better. However, thing with my father and I have not. And that sucks because I don't know what to do anymore and no one can completely relate to me. I am a person that need to talk out their problems or else they just build up inside of me. But talking to this man is as helpful as hitting my head against a brick wall. Thanks to my friends that have been trying to help. You are very needed in my life.
Well, enough of that because it just upsets me. On tuesday, Vee, Emily, and I are driving to the Silver Dome to work at the graduation commencement. I hope it's fun.
Plus i wish that school would just be done with. I hate getting out over a week later than everyone else. I want summer to be here so I can actually lay out in the sun. i HATE being so pale. Plus, I'm excited to start working at Dairy Queen again. I'll have cash :)
Ich muess schlaufen.