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So things seem to be getting better. I decided to join the army to be a cook. I'm actually excited even though I know its a lot of work. But I think it'll help me be a stronger, independent person. I'm gonna miss my friends and family but this will be very good for me. I need this for myself. But I'm not gonna miss all the drama I have with guys. Men are gay to me but whatever. Especially Juan he's so stupid I don't understand what he wants. Johnny really nice but maybe a little to nice and i can't stand that. I haven't talk to him in awhile and I kinda miss him and I wanna hang out with him. Oh I saw my ex-boyfriend and of all places at MEPS he joined the marines. I hadn't seen him for a year and I really missed him and he called me that night. Right now I'm just trying to focus on my training. I being shipped out in January. The only thing that gets me down is that I'm gonna miss part of my sisters senior year in high school. I'm not gonna see her go to prom and I might not even see her graduate. Oh and for the physical I had a couple days ago I had to take all my piercings out and they closed. So now I'm kinda mad but I was going to have to take them out anyway. But yeah just waiting to ship out.