fuck
shit. i screwed up major this time. adult school ends on the 1st of june. by then i'll only have 57 hours. i need 60 hours to pass and i also need to have all of the work done, i bet ill have the work done but i wont pass with 57 hours. idk what to do. there isnt really anything i can do. im so disappointed in myself. i've messed up so much this year. so much has happened and i dont want to learn to deal with it all so i just said fuck it and now its got me failing...again. so, i guess ill be taking adult school next year or more summer school or ill have 6 classes next year. wow, i cant wait. its all my fault. and why the heck do i listen to this gay emo music? it just makes me feel even more like shit. god damn. other than finding that out, my day was alright. it was Marc and Jen's bday. after adult school i went to Marc's and just sat around and watched all the kids swim and stuff...it was cool kinda. ahh idk what im gonna do. im so behind on everything.
i cant do this anymore. and this time there is no way out.