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Nov 16, 2005 17:32

in light of the many kinda sad lj entries i have read over the last couple days....im going to go ahead and right one of my own

It sucks that I feel I give 110% when it comes to friendship, and in return...i get liars...i get people that don't like me...I get people who seem not to care if I am around...

and really...it sucks

I was telling Anna "maybe its something I do wrong"...and she enlightened me that "there is nothing wrong with giving your all into friendship...its nothing you do wrong its just that people don't take friendship as serious as you do"

I admit, i am a people person that would jump if someone asked me to hang out..because i feel friends hang out with each other

but lately its like i say "hey want to hang out" and they say "let me see what else is going on first and I will let you know".....or I dont' get a phone call when everyone else is partying it up

and its not something new...i always feel this way...and sometimes I don't..but its only sometimes...

It takes a strong person to except someone for there faults.....its hard for me

I talk a lot yes...but its because no one else does....

im just over feeling like my friends don't like me

but really...what do i expect

dont get me wrong, i have tons of friends..but sometimes i question "do you even like me" and i don't think i should asking myself that question
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