Jan 19, 2006 01:20
i believe in love and lust and sex and romance. i dont want everything to add up to some perfect equation. i want mess and chaos. i want someone to go crazy, out of his mind for me. i want to feel passion and heat and sweat and madness. and i want valentines and cupids..and all the rest of that crap. i want it all
and now i finally realize you don't really care about me like you say, you never have. i've been more like some kinda of security blanket for you, nothing special, just an object, but always there for you incase you were too cold, for you to to use for comfort, then to just throw aside and almost forget about completly, but always knowing it would still be there when you needed it again
I guess everyone has someone who challenges them, & makes them shoot for something just beyond their reach. You're that person for me --Dawson's Creek
now I have to stop. Because every time I remember
this, I have to cry a little by myself. I don't know why something that made me so happy then feels so sad now. Maybe that is the way it is with the best memories.
you never asked me to wait for you, and i don't know if you want me to. heck, i don't even know if i want to. but something is telling me that when you come back, i'm going to be exactly when you want. and you will realize i have been here all this time and you will wonder why you didn't want me all along. and somehow, that will bring us to our happily ever after --Felicity
Loving you was the best thing i have done. I know i didn't give you my all, didn't show it, but i promise you, i thought of you as my world. You meant a lot to me and you still do. --Carmela
I care a lot about you and even if me and you will never be together again, I just want you to get what you deserve; a cute girl with a great personality. If ever you ask me one day far far in the future if i still love you, and i say "no", know that i'm lieing because no matter what, i'll always have a place for you in my heart. First loves always do, don't they? --Carmela
And then i realized, you are finally leaving me in the past. I guess that's where we should have been anyways. --Carmela
I know there's still something between us. I know you feel it too. Don't deny it; when you do, it hurts. --Carmela