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so yea work is stressing me out like no other! i mean yea working with little kids is hard....but its even harder when there is a issue with a kid and his parents and the boss wont do ne thing...the issue is abuse and it sucks...b/c yea the kid is pretty much the devil in human form but i dont want him kicked out of camp where he has to be home and deal with that....and its just hard...and like i was really thinking about going into social work...but now i dont know b/c of that.... man oh man...and well since james and i broke up iv been having fun :) and thats what i want... so iv been watching this thing on tv for um the past 2 hours and i have one more hour and its about people in jail...and like i think it would be cool to work in a prison...but it would be scary....and i feel bad for some of the people there but then not some of them....any way....boys are kidna stupid...like you will be "seeing" a guy and then he will hang out with people that both of you work with but liek wont invited you....whateve....i guess i dont care...im just upset b/c he was like oh what are you doing tonight and i keep saying nothing and he is like i'll call you when i get done eating and then he calls thinking i was gonna hang out with him...then he was liek i'm gonna go hang out with so and so.....so i mean its cool whatever....and i dont want to be like well fine i'll just make plans when he thinks we are going to hang out...b/c i dont want to be liek him...you know!? well thats about all i have to say....