....Before I go to bed...
Well January is almost over..that's hard to believe. This is definitely gonna be another quick year...Hmm what am i looking forward to..lets c..valentines day..not really..it falls on a Monday..nothing good to do...ULTRA..yea definitely..John told me he had heard in the news that it was cancelled and i was so upset..luckily that bastard was kidding..I need to get awaaay at least for a few hours!!! Im going to Ashlee's concert in april..i dont care about all the people who talk shit about her..i like her..i can relate to many of her songs in one way or another.. Im most importantly lookin forward to getting out of Dade by December...I need to take the CLAST exam and finish up the 15 credits i need..LEts c how that goes..CHanging subject..Im happy i got the digital camera i wanted..I did my taxes and im getting $700 thats not too bad..im starting a dvd collection and so far i have about 20..lol..it will get bigger!!..This weekend I watched Hide and Seek..Good movie..I recommend it...tonight i watched Million Dollar Baby..WOw im a big movie freak..lol..But anyway..this was a great film..no wonder its nominated for an Oscar..all the actors did such a great job..It is a must see movie..I cried like a baby!!! Clint Eastwood did a good job..Aside from that life is pretty boring..The usual..work and school..John and I are really trying to save up to take our relationship a lil further..NoOOO not marriage..but maybe a possible moving out..We've been together for 3 years and a few months and i think we need our OWN space...its just really hard trying to save up..Ok ok enough of that..I guess i really dont have much to say..just that time is flying and i dont see myself going anywhere..I wanna travel..do so many things and here i am stuck in freaking hialeah..ahhh..its kinda sad. Im sure we all feel like that at times..like school doesnt take us anywhere..but i just wanna grow up already..lol...maybe im just having one of those "bored of life" days..but i can see myself with a career..my own home..maybe a husband who has the same goals as I do..Am i the only 20 year old who feels like this??? Shouldnt i be thinkin of partying and fukin around??...I need to go get some rest!