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Today was soo an improvement from yesterday. Well yeah, I probably failed my geometry quiz because I was just not awake. But I'll get over it. And lessons was a nice break in the day. Mrs. Wilkes discovered my spam in her jar mwahaha. US History was effing crazy. But we just reviewed for some quiz. Lunch was tres interessante. Some jerks were throwing food at people in the cafeteria. So I just go so fed up with it that I turned around and started throwing my bagel at them yelling, "how you like it? Getting food thrown at you? Huh? Huh!" Yeah, didn't go over too well with them because apparently they were suprised and like, thought that is was sooo funny that they were throwing food and thought that for some reason people enjoy it. HAHAHA. No. Not really. It's just annoying. So I gave them a taste of their own fucking medicine. We all know their gonna throw food tomorrow though. And I'll just throw some more at them. We watched Elf in drivers ed and erm did some more getting ready for the concert in orchestra.
I'm Content With Losing
Like i said; "leave your baggage at the back door."
Where i'm leaving you the way I think it should be.
We're always pulling into spaces (that we can't back out of)
Starting fights.
We cant talk our way out of this
(talk our way out of this)
Talk our way out of this.
How does it feel to be on the receiving end of this one?
Of this one?
Im half way there,
(and its all on me)
This is what i get for wanting more,
For wanting more.
This is the way its got to be.
Desolate, always searching.
So i walk around with this rope in my hand
(rope in my hand)
So i'll tie it around, and around and around.
I'll tie me down.
I'll fantisize of leading many and leaving us behind.
In your eyes, you were the one that tried.
If seconds is what holds us here,
Then you my dear are the one i fear tonight.
We'll try this one more time.
This is the moment that we all wait for.
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
Im half way there,
(and its all on me)
This is what i get for wanting more,
For wanting more.
This is the way its got to be.
Desolate, always searching.
So i walk around with this rope in my hand
(rope in my hand)
So i'll tie it around, and around and around.
I'll tie me down.
You cant see past my waving hands.
(just running away again)
You cant see past my waving hands.
(good-bye)
(it gets so loud it hurts my ears.)
I wanna know how to get through this
(how to get through this)
Without choking up.
I wanna know how to get through this
(how to get through this)
Without choking up.
I cant feel you,
You're so far from me.
Im half way there,
Im half way there,
(and its all on me)
Im half way there,
Im half way there,
(and its all on me)
Im half way there,
Im half way there,
(and its all on me)
A Boy Brushed Red.... Living In Black And White
Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
It's too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you
Here is where we both feel wrong
Tonight's your last chance to
Do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive
Here is where we both go wrong
So tie me up
And toss this key
'Cause for now we're
Living in this moment
And we both ignore the truth
Its all over
Its all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes
[chorus]
Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing
My heart is dead and its way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but its all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes
Well look who's dying now
Slit wristless sleeping with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesnt matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
Never mattered anyway
In this moment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes
[chorus]
Don't shake, i hate to see you tremble
Trembling you've lost your touch
Haven't you run so addicted
Love,
an underoath addict and thrower of food for justice