Oct 30, 2001 11:48
Homecoming night.... I went to homecoming, I didn't stay long. It isn't my thing. I don't like being around a lot of people. I was feeling a little depressed. I don't know why. Well I do. But it was a stupid reason. The only reason I went was because my girl went. I saw her having fun, dancing, just having a good time. I think I saw her having a good time without me and it made me feel..... I don't know. She was dancing with one of my friends. It didn't make me jealous or anything like that. It just made me think. Anyways.. I left and went home. A couple of friends came over, I got lit up. I was drunk before 10. I was feeling good. I sat around had fun, you know. Just bullshitin'. Then I started thinking. I left the dance and didn't even dance with my girl one time. It made me feel so bad. So I grabbed another beer and shotgunned it. My brother came up and got drunk as hell with me. That meant so much to me. The night was already the best I have ever had. Well about 1 o'clock my girl showed up. She did what she did, I got even more fucked up. I sat in my room and was STRAIGHT CLOWIN' with my friend Ashley. We was being ate up. Well everyone started to leave and I was too drunk. Ashley left my room and my girl come in. OH YEAH!!!!!!!!! hahahaha. We had small conversation, then, well you know. I finally fell asleep about 6 I guess. I don't know, I guess I nutted, puled out and passed out on top of her. Well I woke up about 2 hours later. I checked on everyone. They was all sleeping. I didn't realize I was naked til I got half way up the stairs and my grandma was cleaning. She didn't see me. I ran back to my room. I layed beside my girl and just watched her sleep. For about an hour I looked at her, I came to the conclusion that I could truly spend the rest of my life with this girl. I love her so much. Well she woke up, with a big smile on her face. We kissed, stared into each others eyes and started making love again. After we were done. She got in the shower. I bullshitted with Kevin. Then I went into the bathroom and kind of watched her bathe. She asked me to join. Well, like I said no. I got in, we kissed, and just kept on kissing. After we were done in the shower, we went and bullshitted with everyone else. I loved it. The night and morning was so perfect. Well..... I don't think I will ever forget that night. Love is high! So are hopes! I won't be let down!