Aug 08, 2001 05:10
Right now I am in the most horrible situation I could ever be in. I came to my mom's house to be here for my brother. (He got married last night!) Neways.... I get here and I know this girl across the street. Well actually I know her in a different way. Well she takes me and a friend to Tri County b4 my brother's wedding. Well they both start singing one of my favorite songs to me. BOTH OF THEM! What the hell is really going on! Ne ways. We go do what they had to do. And we get back, they drop me off to let me watch my brother. Then when it's over they came back. I go out front to see who pulled up. They are both laying in her car with.... well thats not needed to know. Well they said they was jus fuckin with me. Cool, no harm done. Well I get in the car cause my knee was killin me. (My bro made me do back hand-springs) Well we're listening to music and they turn my song on. Needless to say that song gets me thinking and I start getting memories. Well they both turn around and tell me how bad they want to fuck. OH NO!!!!! What the fuck is really going on! One of them I have been with and she starts bringing up how she would love to do it again. And the other sits back and listens. So I get up and leave. "Points for me" Well I go to my brothers work with him. While i'm chillin there. The other girl starts writing me. Flirting HARSHLY! I put her on front st. and say why are you flirting so bad with me. And she shoots back with "Because I want to fuck you". OH HELL NAW! I didn't know what to say, I was stuck on stupid. This girl knows how bad i've wanted her since i've known her. All I could do was suck it up and not write. Well she ended up falling asleep. GREAT!
I know what needs to be done and I know that I will do the right thing, Its just the fact of how do tell someone that you wanted so bad for so long, "No, I can't do it." I will do the right thing. But the only reason I wrote this was to get opinions on the situation. Please just give me advice on how to tell them NO! Without them hating me. Cause they are both friends.