Oh...hi

[xplayboybunnyx]

Here we go again. I'm talking to someone with that IM sound and I just keep hearing "here we go again" over and over. So its 1am...saturday night/sunday morning. Today was the longest day of my life! Sooo I was scheduled to work 10am-5 at the restaraunt today. Went there...really didn't feel like dealin with the bitches today...they needed 2 people to go out to Cherry Valley Days to do a promotion so I volunteered. Figured it'd be better than workin and I get paid 9/hr. Soooo we had to wear these black pants that they gave us, a black hooters lil tee and heels. Lets just remind you that Cherry Valley Days is in a big field...heels is not a good idea. But anyway...got there at 2 expecting to leave at 8..yeah no they wanted us there till 10. So there's me and another Hooters girl sitting @ the gate to the VIP tent checking passes and filling drinks...for the whole 7 people that showed up lol It was ridiculous. Long long long day. The VIP tent was right next to the stage sooo I heard 3 diff bands...real loud..pounding headache! The bands were actually pretty good...one of them X-51 played like all pop rock and the lead singer was Ginger Chrystal...a girl I went to high school with. Then Beggas Banquet which is a ROlling Stones tribute band...they were rockin it. It was alrigh tI guess just very tiring and hot cuz we were in all black. Sooo I came home form that and passed out and now here I am wide awake and bored. My car is doing this new shaking thing which is just fantastic because if it breaks down my life is pretty much over. Ima change the oil sometime this week and see if thats the problem..because well its doing exactly what my Cavalier did right b4 the engine blew lol Greaaat! Hmm what else....the single thing is kinda shitty. Everytime I get hit on or asked out now I jsut want to puke. The thought of starting all over with a new guy makes me nautious. I have this really bad habit of taking a perfectly good guy...analyzing him and if I find 1 tiny thign wrong...he's done for. It's really sad. But that's ok ....in the last 4 yrs. I've been lied to...cheated on...used and abused and I think its seriously time for Brittany. Guys complicate things and ruin things so on and so forth... I just need to buckle down and start workin more and get my shit straight with a new car and start paying off my debts.... then maybe..in like a year or so...dating will be appealing again. I dunno. Sooo I think thats about all
the update I have in me....Peace out <3