Thanksgiving...
I hope everyone had a better day yesterday than I did. Dan totally ruined MY day. I haven't seen him in over a week.... But it started Weds night. I get a call about 6:45 telling me he'd be over in 20 minutes. I was out at dinner, and he knew that. But we left shortly after b/c I had to stop at the grocery store. and went in, came out and went home. I made it home w/in the 20 minutes. Anyways he NEVER showed up...no call, no texts nothing... Then yesterday he wouldn't call, answer my calls or texts... My mom calls and he does. so WTF. My mom basically told him how he needed to be a man and talk to me instead of being a cry baby about it. Well I had made a fake acct up on myspace to email a girl on his list. And wtf do ya know he's been fucking her and seeing her for like 2/3 weeks or so since we been going out..... Ain't that some shit. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel. Is there something wrong with me? I can't seem to win in any situation.... I refuse to show my emotions and it's killing me deep down. He said he's always been honest with me and he hasn't... I give up on everything :/