Things aren't going as they were planned
Well I talked to Gilbert last night. That was of course a lost cause. It seemed like he got mad when I said he does still have a girlfriend. But he admits that he likes me but he's suppose to be talking to someone from his school...why in hell was he all over me then? HELLO...I'm way lost
So I talked to this guy named Lindsey that stays over by my Grams house so...he sounds really nice and I think he might be cute. I don't remember all that much because I was stoned (again).
Things are getting a little edgey here around home, I just think we're just all a little excited since we haven't been there in 3 years. My 1st REAL LOVE stays there and I'm really excited because every year no matter if I like white guys or not he's just HOTTER every year. I'm still in love with him too... (that will never change) But I'm like really scared that what if he's in a really commited relationship...that will probably kill me. Well now I have to do a divination as good as I possibly can to get the answer or just a spell. Either way now my poor little heart is achey...
I'm gonna go now and so I can drown in my sorrows....
Merry Part
So I talked to this guy named Lindsey that stays over by my Grams house so...he sounds really nice and I think he might be cute. I don't remember all that much because I was stoned (again).
Things are getting a little edgey here around home, I just think we're just all a little excited since we haven't been there in 3 years. My 1st REAL LOVE stays there and I'm really excited because every year no matter if I like white guys or not he's just HOTTER every year. I'm still in love with him too... (that will never change) But I'm like really scared that what if he's in a really commited relationship...that will probably kill me. Well now I have to do a divination as good as I possibly can to get the answer or just a spell. Either way now my poor little heart is achey...
I'm gonna go now and so I can drown in my sorrows....
Merry Part