You know what, fuck all this

Sep 08, 2005 21:05

I have my own totally valid reason for never ever wanting to live with another man. I have a list that is getting longer by the day, this list is of things that josh should do around the house. I know you are all probably so sick of me by now.
I am actually letting it sink in. I dont feel the way I use to about things. My point of veiw has changed so much about relationships.
At one point I actually felt like I couldn't live without a man. I was so confused. I think what it took was me realizing that I am a wonderful person and a strong ass woman, and anyone who does not realize that can get away from me.
When we fight I don't get that feeling of wanting it to be fixed. I don't care that much. I love Josh but love has nothing to do with what is good for you, or what makes you happy. A relationship is more about being conveiniant for both of you.
My boyfriend doesn't do anything around the house, he is lazy. It makes me want to kick him out. I actually think about it in my little, tiny moments that I have to think about everything else besides work, kids and the house.

My life right now is not what I want. At least I know what I want.
I am having spelling problems. Sorry! Hee-hee!
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