Disappointment
So, today was the day of Malia's birthday party.
But Jake made us all (us, including Anthony and Aaron) leave early because he was going to go to Ian's birthday party. It was extremely rude.
It really hurt when he said he was sorry I don't have any friends, but he was going to Ian's party anyways because his life doesn't revolve around me. It's fine that he's going to a friend's party, it's just the fact he didn't tell me about it until last night, after I had made and informed him of my plans for tonight for us. And I DO have friends; I was at a friend's party today, dammit. But because my life must revolve around him (he may call me stupid for it, but it's true; he's made it that way), I had to take him home so he could go to Ian's. So basically, he made three other people suffer because he wanted to leave. And he calls me selfish?
My dad noticed that my face was wet when I got home. He wouldn't say anything about it though; he just kept asking me to go out to dinner with him and Mom. I don't wanna ruin their night together; I'll just sit here alone.
I don't get it. My parents basically have a perfect relationship with eachother. They're best friends; they're always together. Dad does everything for Mom. Mom doesn't do anything without Dad. They do have their fights now and then, but everything always gets worked out. Everyone else is so jealous of their relationship. I wish mine and Jake's relationship was that good. I do love him, more than anything. I'm just really scared it won't work out. I want to be happy with him, and vice versa. I really want it to work, but it's like everything and everyone else is against it. Sigh.
Off to pout.
But Jake made us all (us, including Anthony and Aaron) leave early because he was going to go to Ian's birthday party. It was extremely rude.
It really hurt when he said he was sorry I don't have any friends, but he was going to Ian's party anyways because his life doesn't revolve around me. It's fine that he's going to a friend's party, it's just the fact he didn't tell me about it until last night, after I had made and informed him of my plans for tonight for us. And I DO have friends; I was at a friend's party today, dammit. But because my life must revolve around him (he may call me stupid for it, but it's true; he's made it that way), I had to take him home so he could go to Ian's. So basically, he made three other people suffer because he wanted to leave. And he calls me selfish?
My dad noticed that my face was wet when I got home. He wouldn't say anything about it though; he just kept asking me to go out to dinner with him and Mom. I don't wanna ruin their night together; I'll just sit here alone.
I don't get it. My parents basically have a perfect relationship with eachother. They're best friends; they're always together. Dad does everything for Mom. Mom doesn't do anything without Dad. They do have their fights now and then, but everything always gets worked out. Everyone else is so jealous of their relationship. I wish mine and Jake's relationship was that good. I do love him, more than anything. I'm just really scared it won't work out. I want to be happy with him, and vice versa. I really want it to work, but it's like everything and everyone else is against it. Sigh.
Off to pout.