don't worry i'm already broken
So I cried my eyes out last night, because thats what you do when you're life is a mess.
So it seems I've been foiled yet again.
I really thought this time things were going to be different.
He was one of the most amazing people I've ever met.
He was sweet and smart, not to mention totally gorgeous. Damnit.
I shouldn't have been so stupid.
So I guess it's my fault really.
I know I just need to move on, but I can't shake this slump.
Worst of all, I'm such a brat that I still think that if I try harder I can change it.
I've spent six months of my life on this.
How can I just stop thinking about him now?
I guess I must need more closure or something like that.
This is fucking hell.
So it seems I've been foiled yet again.
I really thought this time things were going to be different.
He was one of the most amazing people I've ever met.
He was sweet and smart, not to mention totally gorgeous. Damnit.
I shouldn't have been so stupid.
So I guess it's my fault really.
I know I just need to move on, but I can't shake this slump.
Worst of all, I'm such a brat that I still think that if I try harder I can change it.
I've spent six months of my life on this.
How can I just stop thinking about him now?
I guess I must need more closure or something like that.
This is fucking hell.