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I feel like it takes alot of effort to write in here now. Almost like I have to think about it before to make sure its not stupid.
Work was really crappy all week. New Years Eve Hillary came to get me and then we went to Elmwood Park to get Nicole and we did the chill thang. It was good to not be at a party, because it was way easier to keep my no boys oath. Go me.
I actually thought I would have gotten upset, but I totally didn't and I had fun and I'm so glad Hil is here and shes's my life.
We watched the sex in the city marathon until 4 or 4:30 and then she took me home. I don't want her to leave all over again. Suckfest.
My mom woke me up really early on Thursday which was fucking ridiculous, even if you don't have a hangover. Waste. I called Jay and omg, he was actually home. So strange, but it made me so happy, because we never talk anymore. I miss him.
Then more working and more apps done, what what.
I talked to my Andy last night. He's my favorite yougin. Well, of the guys. (<3 Jul, Wend, Cass, Tar, my Lil and the rest of em)
My cousin had a baby this morning. It's a boy.
It's also my grandmothers birthday today. I think that's kinda creepy. I know my mom is sad, but she hasn't said anything yet. The naming is on Friday, but I have work so I don't know if I'm going to be able to go. I miss my grandma. Damn.
Work was really crappy all week. New Years Eve Hillary came to get me and then we went to Elmwood Park to get Nicole and we did the chill thang. It was good to not be at a party, because it was way easier to keep my no boys oath. Go me.
I actually thought I would have gotten upset, but I totally didn't and I had fun and I'm so glad Hil is here and shes's my life.
We watched the sex in the city marathon until 4 or 4:30 and then she took me home. I don't want her to leave all over again. Suckfest.
My mom woke me up really early on Thursday which was fucking ridiculous, even if you don't have a hangover. Waste. I called Jay and omg, he was actually home. So strange, but it made me so happy, because we never talk anymore. I miss him.
Then more working and more apps done, what what.
I talked to my Andy last night. He's my favorite yougin. Well, of the guys. (<3 Jul, Wend, Cass, Tar, my Lil and the rest of em)
My cousin had a baby this morning. It's a boy.
It's also my grandmothers birthday today. I think that's kinda creepy. I know my mom is sad, but she hasn't said anything yet. The naming is on Friday, but I have work so I don't know if I'm going to be able to go. I miss my grandma. Damn.