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Okay so I'm falling apart in fast foward.
Before I went to the seaside, I wrote to this professor that I won't be able to come to her office hours for her to sign my grade to my index book because I am work. She said that this is okay and that she'll take care of it and that there's no problem.
Right. I came back and nothing was solved. I wrote to her yesterday, explaining my situation and the reply: You are way too late, you should come to my office hours on Monday.
Meanwhile, she completely forgot that *I* waited for her for an hour on Monday, 4th of September when she never showed up.
Well fuck you, I've been working. If I knew that, I would arrange my working hours otherwise but I thought you can manage one grade in two fucking weeks.
I am trying my bloody best to be responsible, to keep up with everything but people keep fucking up and this time is not my fault, I swear.
I am so sick of this university and this department. Yesterday, when I went to get my 10/10 for special education she was like: I gave you this even though your paper wasn't the best and you should be thankful.
Excuse me? I was the best one in that class and just because the paper wasn't brilliant (it was group work by the way and they refused to cooperate) I still know more than most of the students.
I am trying.I just don't understand why things can't go smoothly.
I'm afraid to tell my parents cause they won't understand. They will blame this on me and won't even listen. God I'm so scared. I really am.
If I won't be able to sign myself in the second year, I lose my scholarship and I can work my ass off and study for this year. There's no way I can do it cause I am already falling apart without this.
fuckfuckfuckfuck.
can someone please just hold me and tell me that things are going to be okay?....
just make it okay.
Before I went to the seaside, I wrote to this professor that I won't be able to come to her office hours for her to sign my grade to my index book because I am work. She said that this is okay and that she'll take care of it and that there's no problem.
Right. I came back and nothing was solved. I wrote to her yesterday, explaining my situation and the reply: You are way too late, you should come to my office hours on Monday.
Meanwhile, she completely forgot that *I* waited for her for an hour on Monday, 4th of September when she never showed up.
Well fuck you, I've been working. If I knew that, I would arrange my working hours otherwise but I thought you can manage one grade in two fucking weeks.
I am trying my bloody best to be responsible, to keep up with everything but people keep fucking up and this time is not my fault, I swear.
I am so sick of this university and this department. Yesterday, when I went to get my 10/10 for special education she was like: I gave you this even though your paper wasn't the best and you should be thankful.
Excuse me? I was the best one in that class and just because the paper wasn't brilliant (it was group work by the way and they refused to cooperate) I still know more than most of the students.
I am trying.I just don't understand why things can't go smoothly.
I'm afraid to tell my parents cause they won't understand. They will blame this on me and won't even listen. God I'm so scared. I really am.
If I won't be able to sign myself in the second year, I lose my scholarship and I can work my ass off and study for this year. There's no way I can do it cause I am already falling apart without this.
fuckfuckfuckfuck.
can someone please just hold me and tell me that things are going to be okay?....
just make it okay.